Oh yeah, I know exactly what you mean. Love can be quite intense and senseless at the same time. For a while it's a dream one really likes to dream, but the inevitable awakening is known so much earlier than one wants to realize it. Real eyes realize real lies, right... ^^

One time in my life it was different. I lost my true love, it had hit me hard, a few sad years went by and since then I began to love differently. She came back ~ 7 years later, wanted to see me again and I felt a mix of lovely memories and the old pain again. She told me that she sometimes still listens to the rap song I made for her. I was totally rhymin' on a higher level than she was able to grasp back then, but it seems like she understood the words in my texts over the years. 'You are sweet, but you are late, miss', I thought.

I decided to let it be, even if she was the one for me. Lessons can't be learned by doing the same mistake again and again. I'm sure we both learned an important one. Broken hearts won't heal this world, so there sometimes is no better way than letting go to create peace. 'Creating a guaranteed little piece of peace in my heart by avoiding another war', I would call it :)

There are so many things one can fall in love with for some time, but I never found the perfect and easy all-in-one solution for every time in life. Maybe it is all about learning to accept that perfection does not come without working long and hard for it. I would say, true love also means to be prepared for bad days, so that the light can be kept alive in the darker times.

Great song, thanks for this!