Record it or abort it? (Little Things)

I've written hundreds of songs and picking out which ones are worthy of recording is tough. So I figured, I would share some lyrics with the Steemit community, and ask. Should I record it or abort it?

Someday everything will make sense to you haters

I remember the day I was excited just to be a waiter

I was stoked I didn’t have to pass out flyers anymore

I felt like the world opened up and I was ready to explore

All the late nighters would come down to watch me rap

It was like I finally found a city that had my back

Moorpark California is written in my heart forever

Anyone who ever supported me we did this together

I was plagued by social anxiety until I grabbed a mic

freestyling and writing songs gave me a new life

Trying to keep up with the game I forgot this blessing

I have a tendency to focus on things that are depressing

Being an artist I’m sensitive, being a rapper I am tough

And being a Virgo I never feel like I am doing enough

Funny how we relate suppressing are feeling to growing up

They call it becoming a man, well this boy has given up

It’s like sometimes we forget the little things, on our pursuits to bigger things

But we got to be grateful for everything, or we really don’t have anything

Katie was my first love I met her at one of my shows

I was just a couple of weeks out of rehab 20 years old

I took her to a carnival in ventura with elvis impersonators

I wanted to tell her I was sober but I waited until later

When I told her she told me she had an alcoholic dad

The closer we got the more I realized he had it pretty bad

Before we made love she told me she was a runner

Long story short we never made it to that next summer

Eight years later I am taking a DUI class with her cousin

He said funny to see you here I didn’t think you did nothing

Told him, yeah things change so how is your family

Said Katie just got her Masters and her Dad is sober actually - Nice