It's stories like this that keep me going. It's a ton of work building a different community and teaching a different way of life, path of success, and definition of place. The world doesn't have to be the shitty violent, abusive, scarce, spynet. We are the creators and can build something so much different.

Welcome to the Fam stace. Work on lessening the language that you use to describe your trauma first and foremost to yourself and then focus on giving yourself the right to be peaceful with yourself and in your skin.
When you got that down let's get to work. There's a world to change and it's only going to happen person by person, and healing trauma and pain and finding a different path from there.
You're loved and an inspiration. You can only be courageous when scared and you're doing it now. I'm very impressed and proud. On top of that you're an eloquent story teller and I'm personally touched by your sharing.
Thanks for being here and I'm looking forward to watching all you can create and build.