Thuggin Till I Die vlog 2

This is my second video update and like I said before it is for you lovely people.
I really want to inspire you and I of course I already admire people who express themselves, it is not easy, but those steps lead us into light. One of the most important thing in life is to take action.
Do not just react, rather act!
The funny thing in this video footage is that if I want something then I go and crab it.
Like I just did with the mandarine (tangerine) ;)
Most of things in life you want to get or achieve- you just need to go, show up and take it whatever it takes.
Yes, mostly you get knocked down several times, but you get up again and keep pushing forward and forcing your dreams.
I have had really shitty life in this sense, I have really poor background and I have suffered hunger through the times, deep misery, anxiety, break up and even had drug addiction. But I was strong enough to let it go!
I want to be inspiring human being from bottom to somewhere. I have dreams like you!
I am daily struggler till this day, but I read a lot and write a lot, it keeps me on focus and motivates me.
It gives me passion and positive vibration and willpower to workout.
Moreover it gives me intelligent wisdom and sensitivity what a lot of people have lost.
The connection with higher self, it is more important than any gold bag.
Don´t be like them, rearrange your habits and take new deep breathe in and let shitty things go.
And also I wish you give one good book suggestion at this time:
OSHO "Maturity" The Responsipility Of Being Oneself

Soon I add some extras, maybe someone want to collaborate or help me to reach some ideas what i have, but I don´t want to push anybody. I keep upload content, I use my phone and laptop, because I don´t have better devices, anyway deep long story short, I keep smiling and being thankful.
I live in Estonia and hopefully I find some sponsors to work with. I write book and write rap lyrics also.
I really want to travel and meet new cool people around the world.
Stay tuned my friends and a lot of love for ya all!

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