I am sorry man that this all happened to you I had something kinda similiar but I am not gay. My dad also passed away. I was just a dude who liked metal and was rejected for it. I felt rejected by family and not by peers. I will never reject you dalt your cool as hell man.
My mom isn't dead. Sorry for your loss though.
Your dad wasn't there for you. Mine wasn't either. We both have very hardworking moms. My family is like once you get sick they throw you away. They dont visit the person in the hospital they just attack them for being sick or dying. That is what I meant.
Oh. I thought my post came off as super depressed so you assumed my mom passed away. My dad is kind of in the picture now but it's too late now.
No remember how I tricked you with my wording on my post I tend to do that alot to see if someone pays attention to me and I see you as a authentic guy that pays attention. And he already made the choice and fucked you guys over. Time will heal everything and you will do the exact opposite of him. You are doing that right now.
Thanks for the kind words.
Welcome if ya need to talk lemme know ever man.