Definitly ! I could have gone a lot more into details but thats not interesting for anybody and also makes the thread unreadable.
Also tried to not include any advices because everybody NEEDS to make his experiences himself and wont listen to any advice while he's gambling.

Another sad part is that it's not enough to notice, that you have a problem. You also gotta find a solution how to handle it in future. That's what I'm still fighting with.

Hope things will go well for you. Please don't waste too much time on your "dirty hobby" and figure out what is really important for you.