My story

To all the moms and dads and those who are wanting a to create that amazing little family this is for you.
Most of us always have that feeling like some thing is missing almost as if there was a spot in your heart thats empty.

Being a parent is the most amazing thing you could ever imagine, for me i always dreamed of the day i would become a parent i could not wait for it but thing did not go the way i thought it would, i got married and soon after we tried to conceive we tried for about 7 or 8 months and nothing happened soon after that i went to the doctor to find out what was wrong, the doctor told me that i have 11 cysts on both sides of my ovaries and with that it was very hard to conceive the doctor told me i would not be able to have children but put me on some medication and with that i gave up trying.

The worse thing you could ever hear is that you cant have children that spot in your heart feels even more empty and that emptiness is fill with a hole, after giving up about 3 months after that it was New years eve i partied all night, drinking having a good time 2 days after that i realised some thing was odd i called my mother told her what i was feeling and so on she told me to do a pregnancy test i told you no way! i've done so many of them i did not want that negative any more but a week later i just could not anymore so i took the test and i was pregnant 4 weeks pregnant already this made me over the moon happy.

And today i have a beautiful little angel and i can not imagine my life with out her, she has brought so much joy and happiness in to my life.
One thing i can say is that being a parent is hard there are things that you need to change, things that you will need to try cope with, things that you would not think could happen happens, the fear that some thing bad will happen to your child, will he or she be ok to sleep alone go to school one day, hope that he or she will be kind to others and not come home pregnant or drunk or do drugs there are so many things you have to worry about.

But i can tell you this being a parent isnt just for now its forever, you need to be there to protect you child for the rest of your life, to be there when your child falls to pick them up again, be there to talk and comfort then when some thing is wrong.

One things for sure when they smile it melts your heart, when they giggle you want its the most amazing giggle you have ever heard, when they take their first steps your heart fills with joy, when they say their first word you feel proud, when they come over to you hug you and tell you they missed and love you, you do not want that moment to end you want it to last forever.

And you can be silly with them or play barbies or cars with them with out feeling like your to old for it.

I am a proud mom and i love my angel now and forever more.