Just one of those Days...

So I woke up today and I was in a bit of a funk. As a youth we live and we make plans on what our life will be like. I think today is the day I woke up and realized that things were not quite what I had wished. I mean I'm not sad. I actually feel reasonably happy.. But that's the problem. There's things I aspire for that I'm not making my way towards having. I feel I'm only happy because I don't feel like I'm losing...but I also don't feel like I'm winning. I dunno. These are just some thoughts I needed to get out. I feel on a normal day I wouldn't be bothered with these thoughts. After all, I walk around like a zombie, numb to emotions. I think this is because since I've stopped working out regularly I don't have the energy I need to go into deep thought.

But today is different because I worked out. I felt great and in feeling this greatness I thought about my life...

They say if you think of the past you'll get depressed and if you think of the future you'll have anxiety...

Right now I'm feeling pretty depressively anxiec ... if that's a word.

I don't know folks. I'm just hoping for better days. I feel in a lull today.

Any words of encouragement? I'd love to hear them :-)