I am fascinated and feel like looking into a mirror. You say:

I WILL go back to more adequate and thoughtful content very soon

and in one of my last posts I said:

Short ahead this blog will get back to the positivity it truly is committed to.

I feel you. And interestingly, I've met a lot of people in the last days who are in a similar mood. Deem yourself in a group of amazing people. ;) Let's just rest and wait. It'll all soon be over with. I am exactly like you: When I suffer, I suffer. Feel it to heal it! Feel hugged in 5D.