hm h
there was this obscure document way back when i was a kid, going around on commodore-floppies called Q "die quelle" (the source)
about game development ...
its a bit like watzlawick, i only remembered the first axiom because basically
its one of those things where you go OFCOURSE , AFTER you heard it but you just need that one, it de-compresses into all the rest, the rest is just derivative fluff, now
from die quelle i rememberd one rule : a game has to be able to be finished ALWAYS at any given point
there's no skill to random death you can't avoid , b/c its not life
its a game, it ALWAYS has to be the players doing, by a split second or distraction or simply not able to but
it can't be "o thats just random"
and that makes all the difference
thats how old i am then
ido i actually listen but its only to get perspective from people i actually respect to know what they're talking about
you see, professor bloom the thing from my worlds perspective :
ofcourse blind children will smile
if you look at a monkey
when it's scared it looks like it smiles
thats why you have to be positive
teams have leaders
the players are trying to hide
visibility is vulnerability
your contribution is unique but
its the team that counts
you are never exposed
its primal
i LOVE that shit, i wish i had guys like that in hi school
i might have not ran off from the torture and ended up a bum with no paper to stick to the wall
hah
8:11 am ... made it ...
despite all of that and having no future left
there's a few things :
ofcourse everything's a test to feed some watson-type database that would like to pose as intelligence (will never work, you should use normals not freaks for that and after that it still wouldnt since all of creation is the field of weirdows)
but : the upside : a fake smile need not imply fear, it simply states the fact that you understand that its easier to fake fear for the leader than it is to not to
its the easy way out
and
i think you should provide cheap electricity instead of same excuses by the sweat of MY brow and not yours , like
the right to have a solar wall producing electricity that does not belong to the state
it would show your commitment to the environment
but thats not happening in soviet hellgium
and so
another day went by
nothing was achieved
but the lockdown made it sound like fine
hm mh
it really seems to like the four horsemen and the fotoshoot the guy made with his little daughter on the subject of nightmares
i dont know if its a question mark
but it really seems to like it
ah the disclaimer :
I am by no means financial, medical or phychological advice. I dont need to be told how its done, im very well aware of my surroundings and how the world of normals works. Everything and absolutely everything other than my life itself is a work of fiction and my life is not a story its all true thats why its nobodies business
etc ... fill in the dots , if you want some really funny other then iTim and iCrosoft running out of things to do because they have proof of money-for-brain (like most downvoting scum who feel it gives them purpose) : the mericans are investigating a university in the land of Bush for potential connections with a hypothetical lab that was working on corona to help china take over the world
etc ...
am i disclaimed now ?
ah ? no hive at a dollar that was too good to be true, obviously ... but im still gonna sell off half and keep half while here, its actually not worth the powerdown at the moment ...
and so ? and so i'm gonna call it a sunday. I am going nowhere and life was going nowhere anyway, time just wont stand still and wait so in effect shit is going down- and backward ...
i can smile at it but that wont change a thing and thus ...
am i disclaimed now .. yea some soulcalibur and cosmic heroine ... the game release date is 2150 anyway, either im dead or i'll have a life and it wont matter