proud of you, you're taking the right steps and to focus on yourself is absolutely the best way to take care of you! shitty he decided to do that, but honestly, better that he did it before you had married, created a life together, had kids, etc.. he was showing you who he was and possibly saved you years of pain! what a gift! brighter days for you ahead and i'm really glad you have the number to text when you need it!! much love <3 ~wren