so glad you wrote about this too! thanks to @kiaraantonoviche, there is some inspiration flowing! my heart goes out to you. i have been there. depression/anxiety/whateverfaceitrearsitsuglyhead are so hard to deal with when they're happening. my love goes out to you even though we haven't met, fellow ozarkian! if you need to talk find me on discord mountainjewel 0238 ... you're not alone and it takes a lot of courage to write a note like this!