Time.

"I need time."
So I wait and I wait, watching the hours turn to weeks into months.
Time trickles on while my heart and mind are weary from the constant battle of what did I do wrong?
Time gives you alot room to expand past the parts of was it me or was it you, and while your words may hurt my heart, my soul knows that I am strong.
So here I am.
Watching the clock go by.
My birthday has arrived.
And instead of spending it having fun, I spend it crying and wanting to die.
Unknown to me once again, you had someone else in your thoughts and your dick in someone else too.
While I was caught up on you, you were playing me like a fool.
Again.
When it was bedtime I tucked our children into bed, and I tucked my heart into a box to put away.
Congratulations to you and your new girlfriend and your baby due in May.