Summary by @tldr:

The secret behind fear, ennui and the general malaise that borders, sometimes spills over into, joylessness cannot be healed with prozac or television.
This blue globe in the brackish backwater of the Milky Way is one of uncountable planets used for karmic restoration.
When I finally found myself again it was dark and I was alone in the house, still sitting on the couch wrapped in a blanket.
It fills me with indescribable comfort and I fall asleep without realizing, wanting to keep my eyes on the image forever.