You are ok, that's the main thing. I just wanted to reach out and let you know that people do care! If there is anything I can do - please know that you can ask a reliable person - come and find a really good group of people at Aspiring Steemit Whales and Dolphins - you will find a lot of support there - about 100 people and an active core of about 20 daily contributors.
If you want to be more private - [email protected]
Namaste!