hah that sounds EXACTLY like me. All meds/drugs/supplements can do is slightly ease the pain or calm down your thoughts..which the calming down isn't that bad since it can help you concentrate and figure stuff out.

Have you ever heard of Polygala Tenuifolia? It's a chinese herb? A lot of people swear by this, and I just got it today.. I'm not sure if its a placebo effect or just a first day symptom but I'm actually surprised that it knocked out anxiety for me and I actually feel better.. You should read up on it and maybe see if it could benefit you. I'm still holding out since sometimes supplements work great the first day and then nothing happens after that.