The good news is brother is that you know now science is proving your a creative genius. The burdens we bare with the gifts were blessed with for sure ....i'm bad as well with this condition ...its like the only time I'm totally fine with ripping someones heart out like in "Indiana Jones temple of doom" any other time in overwhelmed with empathy an wouldn't hurt a fly I love to be happy .....but its like a switch that flips and all of a sudden I'm Jekyll -n-Hyde