WHO CARES?
The Kingdom of God is at hand! Who cares? I am now floating into the ecstasy of the heavens. It's easy to touch the heavens. Come and take this drug and lift the bounty of heavens with the sweet, sweet feelings of morphines from the Kingdom of Morpheus. The Kingdom of God is at hand! So loud and clear to those who listen! But mine is the heaven of pleasure and illusions. I do not care of the things around me.
Learning Christ, the taunt of my life. They say that Christ's way is mysterious but man's way is the deadliest. God may have created the beginnings of paradise, but I, the powerful man will end it with chaos.
My early age impressed emptiness that sought warmth and love from my loved ones; my rich papa, my charitable Mama. They kept on going away. I always saw myself left behind in my empty room, but with the lingering break-up and hatred of my parents.
I grew in height but stone in heart. I gave all the time of my life swinging with friends. I penetrated the world of the evils, the path of Hades that loomed the doom of my future. I did not no God. Nobody taught me His ways. I feared no evil, for the evil shabu is working on me. Kill! I just want to kill.
Where is education? Where is home? Where is the church? Now, I belong to the menace of the years. I slowly step into the horrors of the shade. My eyes bloodshot, my face sunken, my body welcomes the disease of the times. Pains pull me. Killings? I belong to those who kill my own self.
Who are you? Leave me alone.
Pinned down to hell, I see myself bloody, punished and unwelcomed to your World of Goodness. I feel so weak, my blurry sight still see the SCROLL of the Heavens.
Am I the Sinner? or You, who taught me to be one?
My body vanished and my soul emerges into the Light that carried me to the glory and Power Beyond. The Great Judge awaits me.
My soul still holds on. The Kingdom of God is at hand. The black and White Shadows are beside me.
Who cares?
~Julieta S. Abalos