LOVE STORY PART 2

I grew up a quiet kid when it came to girls the first few years of my life because I wasn't happy with myself and thought I wasn't good enough for ANY girl and felt that I was rejected by girls. Around my high-school years that changed, I was very open and vocal about how I felt regardless if the girl that I would holler at felt or didn't feel the same way. At THAT point in time I was reckless in the sense that I was willing to talk to ANYBODY and EVERYBODY that wanted to TALK TO ME and was interested in ME not knowing the consequences that would be born from the uncontrolled desire to want to be wanted and desired by someone who is not FOR you. Don't get me wrong I still used to pray and talk to God about this matter every now and then because I honestly just wanted to find the woman that I KNEW I needed in my life and by my side, but at the same time I could not deal with the loneliness that I was feeling and wanted the company of ANY and almost EVERY girl I encountered.....(to be continued)