I think my secret crush already got me!

Last night

While I lay here waiting to hear from you, I can't help thinking about what my life has become when you became a part of it. Waiting and wanting you has been the focus of my thoughts these days, knowing that one day, all that I have envisioned of us being together, will finally happen, even if it's just for a moment. You give me reason to wake up in the morning and smile. Just smile for no particular reason except the fact that you are here in my mind when i open my eyes.

As days go by I feel myself growing closer and closer and my heart is suddenly coming out of its shy spot and wanting to feel what it feels like to be loved again. I don't ever want to lose this feeling. I don't ever want to lose you. When I hear your voice onetime when we talk on phone, it's like a feeling I don't want to leave; you give me comfort and joy. The sound of your voice is like my favorite love song, I can listen to it all night until it puts me to sleep.

Yet, still as I continue to lay here and think about everything you are to me if ever you also have the same feeling for me too, I can't help but wonder, what's on your mind too? How much do you feel, and how real do you think this really is about how I feel? Still, I just want you to know that wherever this road may take us, and how far it may be to finally get where we want to go, always know you are in my mean to me and in my heart is where you'll always be. Life hasn't been this grateful to me, until there was you. Thank you for being you. What I'd like to say next, I'd like to say to you personally.

Until then....
Arcy.