I wish I could take away a little bit of your frustration.

Ah, I wish that too!

And trust me, I am trying. I just feel like it's haunting me and it's messing up with my mood and health even.

Thank you so much for your words. It's nice to hear a different take on this. I will think on it. Some days (or parts of days) are better than others, so I hope the better ones will come back because I felt I've been spiralling for the last few..

And good idea. I could use some ice cream, greasy food and shitty movies.