Love does not arrive {part 2}

At 20.00 the motorcycle was in front of my house. Immediately I opened the door and it turns out Riyan visited the house at night. I'm confused, unlike Riyan comes when the sun becomes moon. Riyan parked his bike in the yard. And I saw clearly his face full of smiles.

"Hey .." he said
"Hey yan, what's up? Tumben really malem malem to the house .. "I asked full of wonder
"I want to get you out, okay?"
"Where can I go?"
"Ehm follow me aja deh later you would also know. Is not there a show of this malem? "
"No, I'll just change my clothes first"

After it finishes. I went with Riyan. I do not know where he wants to go. I can only obey his will because he is my best friend. The night breeze was so cold it made my feathers stand up. Riyan stops his bike in a pretty park full of colorful lights and looks so pretty. Riyan took my arm to the chair in the middle of the park.

"Yan you want to do anyway?"
"You look up there ..."
I looked up full of glittering stars
"Beautiful is not that star" he continued.
I turned and smiled at him. I looked up again. More and more stars adorn the sky.
"The star oath is really good, yan"
"Are you glad I brought you here?"
"Yes I am really happy. Thank you yes, yan "

No answer Riyan said. Instantly an instant moment of silence. Riyan put her hands behind my shoulders. He hugged me with his hand. I paused to feel it.

"Put, I can not be honest about my feelings?"
"May be, honestly wrote"
"For 5 years we have been together, Put"
"Yeah why?"
"But lately things may be natural the first time I feel there. I love you.."
I paused.
"I love you not because of anything. I think you are a simple woman, what she is, understand me. And until now there is no argument between us .. "
I'm still silent.
"Why are you quiet? Am I wrong to love you more than a friend? To me you are a rare woman looking for a man to be his lover. I know we've been friends, and I realize maybe you do not have the feeling I'm feeling right now. I'm sorry, Put. I betrayed this friendship "
I tried to answer
"What are you apologizing for? While you are not wrong. Liking the opposite sex is natural. There's nothing wrong if you love me. In a friendship there must be romance. So also between you and me "
"So I walnut this nourishment to you? How about you? Do you love me too? "
"Naturally, if still within the limits. I? What about me? Maybe you know, I have not been able to forget him who ever hurt my heart. If I force this love for you it will end up feeling disappointed. I do not want to make this wonderful relationship of friendship to be what makes us hurt "

I end the word. From that moment Riyan and I became friends more intimate. Like two lovebirds. But we can not be together. Riyan understands my feelings and I'm happy to hear them. And until now there is no problem crashing because we live it with adult nature.