Half Chocolate Heart

I fell asleep in my beautiful dream that could bring me in peace. I do not know how long this middle-aged man still accompanies me. After I realized that this man's presence made me feel in a peaceful life by passing the road without a slight flaw. The presence of this man was able to make me smile freely.
He is like the sun that always helps the moon to illuminate the earth even though at night he does not come. But the Moon, he looks alone but, can not stand alone.
That is my life, I was created with both my feet to walk in turns. My heart sank to its own, but could not stand on its own. That man who has dared to take my heart. Now, where is the responsibility. Where is he now, I'm sick of accepting this. It's only a bar of Chocolate that you give to me as a sign of responsibility.

"Moon, I want us to the top Tomorrow".
I was surprised by the words of my close friend. Rarely maybe he never even said he wanted to the top. My eyes have made wide-eyed.
"Ha? what for Binar? No, I will not let you go. You have a glass right? See where you are now! ". Honestly, I'm very worried about the situation. His lips pale, his spirit now lost in the wind and carried away by the waves of sea water. His eyes are no longer bright, like the river water is polluted.
"Hmm, before Valentine's Day"
"Valentine?" I hissed long.

Today my eyes feel refreshed again to see the trees swaying slowly. The leaves dance with the breeze.
Over and over again I smile at all that my eye has captured.
Unconsciously I felt again the comfort. My hand is gripped tightly by Binar. He kissed it a few times without the boredom of sneaking his heart. He just looked at my eyes very closely. In every corner of my eye, he did the same thing.
Break through the inside of my pupils.
"Happy valentine" he said occasionally kissed my hand that had managed to sweat because of his act.
"Hmm, why are you doing this all"
There was a silence, no sound heard from him. He only offered a heart-shaped Chocolate protected by a beautiful pink and white cardboard box as a roof. So, easily peek at the contents of the cardboard easily. Binar took it from his jeans pocket. He smiled at me.
"Bring this chocolate home, oh yeah open tonight. Just for you "
I slid my head slowly. It's all like the dream of a Princess getting a chocolate and to open it just have rules.



I opened slowly the contents of the cardboard Valentine that Binar gave earlier. I'm getting more. Do not understand all this. Tucked into a paper with a red-inked red-bellied hand.
My heart is getting more and more beat-up. I read very carefully the letter from Binar.
(Month, I'm sorry I left you in. I do not want to be close to you in my circumstances like this I have to run Operation in Japan I love you .. I'll come back when I'm really healthy whether it's 10 years. hope you also love me .. Accept brown heart from me I love you)
"Binar!" I shouted with the sadness of heart, soul and eyes. I can not stem the water that has been flooded in my eyes. My voice is now able to fill the room, until the people who do not know what I feel, think I'm crazy. Kudekap brown heart from him. There's no part of chocolate that I'm in the least.
Until finally, I came every day to the first place this chocolate fell in my hand. Only the sound of the weak swing of the wind hit the slow leaves and the singing birds singing.
I'm a little disappointed with him. Binar? Where are you now .. I sat limp with no energy left. I sat down again in the first place the chocolate fell in my hand.
"Binar !!! Where are you! It's Valentine's Day 14th year. But where is your bull nose! You're evil! "I shouted as loudly as I hoped someone I expected to hear.

A chocolate throw with paper on it was either thrown from where it came from, it just made my heart a little relieved and gradually to feel the breath every time I breathe.

I open it slowly.
And..

(I've sent someone to send you my chocolate for you at your house I do not think I can continue to send chocolate to the next valentine I lay limp on my mattress bed in Indonesia for about 3 months I want you to give me just 1 brown heart for the last time, I want when the moon loses the light of its Binarnya.Come at my house, I will perpetuate everything until close my age)

I'm lying on the green grass spread out over the earth. Fight the heat of the sun, and look at the vastness of the blue sky.
The rays do not change for me. He still managed to make my hands sweat. She was lying weakly beside me.
I took the heart chocolate from my pink waist bag I had prepared earlier.
I lift high brown hearts. Cut into 2 parts. And part 1 gives to the twinkle.
"This. Just for you. You know how brown my chest is because I seperate it with his partner's chocolate. So here's my situation when you leave half my heart following where everytime you go. I beg you strong against your disease. "I hugged him. Badanya did not make any movement. The chocolate of the heart he was holding suddenly took off. My breath began to chop. I rocked his body. No reaction.

I clasped her hands tightly. I put half a heart of chocolate on his chest. My body is still thrown on the green grass with the man I love. I put half the chocolate of my heart right in my heart. I smile. I looked at the white cloud, the blue sky and the sun, but my gaze gradually darkened. My breath gradually disappears. My grasp began to slip away. Now I feel, fly.
Fly high along with Binar using birds as a transport. I hold half a heart of chocolate. Binar did not want to lose. I joked, laughed, happy and smiled on the blue sky with her ..
With Binar and a piece of Chocolate Heart ....

I just know the meaning of a Valentine. Almost 14 years old my heart disappeared some where, 14 years holding a sense of affection.
14 years I made a deterrent by him.
Until the last Valentine I feel, this is the day of love that is clearly illustrated on the last until I close the age with Binar.

My hand is held tightly by him. I hugged her body. We both smile looking at the people on Valentine's day and Chocolate hearts.
I think I'm very happy living a deep sleep in a white cloud with Binar.
And I meet the Moon just like my name.
I'm not thinking about whether my body with the body has been buried. Because I know, a piece of chocolate hearts stuck to my chest and chest.
This is my Love story on Valentine.
Fly with Binar and ... A piece of Chocolate heart ...