She was always special 💍👄💔 (Love Story)

luchibaguchi (53)in #love • 7 years ago (edited)

Love Story:

-The story that I will tell began in March 2013, when we were 14 years old. After a year of being good friends, we talked among the class changes sharing our opinions, I was gradually picking up affection and more affection (with great protection that I had it). I ended up in a computer class at the seventh hour of a Wednesday, 27th falling in love with her. It was a special and magical moment for me, I saw her absolutely golden with her pretty hair picked up light brown with some yellowish blonde wick very curly with a beautiful collection well collected. I love that hairstyle. It's pure gold expressed to the girl you want ... You can not express in words all the love I felt.
The months passed and I regret not having done almost anything to get it with everything I wanted and I want. Summer came and I felt that we were no longer friends. In September of 2013 we reconciled again, but it did not last long and I with my stubborn strategy of thinking that she corresponded to me and that I just had to wait, we went away again ... We already had 15 years.
The months went by and I was getting very worried about the subject of love. From the first month of 2014 I felt like a real idiot watching as the friendship of before disappeared for which I fell in love. In February 2014 I found out that she was for another and was truly desolate-sad. Arrived on March 19, 2014 and to my surprise she comes to my table at the end of Latin class to tell me that I did not want to be my boyfriend and just friends. I accepted with all my pain and sadness. I spent days crying with many clik packages and she had the nice gesture of helping me and we talked again (or even more than before in 2012 until March 2013).
I was very confused and over she was also going through the same thing as me. I wanted to help her because I loved her so much that I would have done anything to make her happy. I was very disappointed and I had a strong dislike that affected me a lot for almost a year. Some days I did not eat (Until September 2014) and there were times when I felt very alone. But she was there helping me, the beautiful girl I fell in love with. However Love was unrequited and she did not feel the same. I was in a true bipolar circus until I turned 16 in August 2014. I had been showing my love since March 2014.
In September of 2014 (I was already 16 years old) she left the institute and I ran out of that jewel that the class needed. Everything was improving, but in a friendly atmosphere (yes, I still wanted something more) and we saw 2 times in 2 months, until we took pictures and made gifts ...
December came and chaos comes. She starts ignoring me, we do not stay, she does not answer me. I raised my voice with much affection and she became angry with me.
In January 2015 we talk again (and I no longer wanted to be my girlfriend and I ignore her) every week and try to be the best she wants (because I loved and admired her as a true best friend), everything is going well And in March 2015 I make some beautiful memories. In April 2015 comes the true hecatomb: She tells me she does not want to see me and I do not value all the love I had in the past and I ask her because we can not see each other. She hides it from me and tells me very seriously that she does not want us to be friends, that we should distance ourselves and in April told me that (2-4-2015), and she does not want to listen to me.
It may make me angry but for me she is a very special person and sometimes I feel sad that he has become a person who does not know how to listen to me and wants nothing to do with me except to leave me lying down. I did a lot of things for her, there's no point in getting away from me. I love her, "she's my favorite girl who got lost in the desert and left me."
Everything I did was for his sake. It was a great friendship on my part that I value a lot (with which I fell in love from March 2013 until February 2015). I do not know if she will come back and recognize everything I did for her. I leave it in the air and try not to affect me.
I only hope that one day it will be a great mutual friendship. I have affection.