Effort how?

My own world is very small, the number of special people can enter is extremely small, step into it will be very meaningful. Losing you, later, also lazy with whom, afraid again one more time. It is better for someone to stomp on you than to lock that door. Loneliness is a bit more than to hurt myself.
Women...
After all, how much effort? Effort how?
Strong or weak? Until the end only need a man to be assured that rely on, love and be loved.