DICK DISEASE (wife cry)

I am married for 9 years now I have never checked my husband fine before cos he doesn't like it, he does not like me picking his calls sef.
But unfortunately he lost his phone Jan this year and he got another phone , the day he brought his phone home he was trying to put his Gmail account so he can set it up again he got home drunk and his msgs kept on coming in .I was waking him up to see his whatsapp and unfortunately I saw these chat with a particular girl ******, they have been dating for a year he has promised the girl heaven and earth and he promised to marry the girl. I cried, had sleepless nights called the both families he begged and I forgave him.

April ending my househelp called me that my husband has been disturbing her.The following week she ran off.I later discovered she was pregnant,she said is my husband that got her pregnant. I interviewed my past helpers like 5 of them and they confessed my husband has been sleeping with them. The girl that got pregnant is 14 years,she ran to her parents and they threatened to sue. I stood in for my husband went there to beg and they collected a ransom of 250k and they agreed to abortion which I did myself to ensure it has been done

All these happnend first week till mid of May
Since then I have not been able to forgive him
He prostrated and begged me,I don't seem to love him again.I don't love the kids I have for him any longer. The girl confirmed daddy slept with her on my bed.I don't know if I am over reacting,I felt like running away. Each day I wake up is sadness
My shop is lacking due to me not attending to it properly
He has begged me,he is giving me everything,he keeps begging me.
Everything I ever ask for,he is ready to please me.
Note that does not stop him from sleeping with other women outside.
After my house help incident I have had other issues with other women outside she took 2 slippers from one of his woman friend without paying and the woman came displaying in shop,that was 2 weeks ago
He brought in a bag of rice insist I should share it into 2 that he is taking the rest half back to his colleague in office we had argument over it can't your colleague share and bring the other half but he insist I must be the one to share it but I know the other rice is for another woman
He boast over it that I will forgive anything he does that I love him more than anything.I am confused, now he has a strange diseases on his dick which is almost claiming his life.
Am in a cross road,I want to go.He kept on begging, the kids will suffer.Am I overreacting,I don't know what to do. Please advise me

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