First Love Never Die

Right now, it's not crying because it's sad you left me but I'm crying because it's hard for me to forget the love that ever existed in our lives. The first love you bring to me. Indeed, you are not my first girlfriend, but you are my first love. Apparently, all this time I had a relationship not on the basis of love, but only limited to like. And since knowing you, that love has come into my life. The love has penetrated in my soul.

My cell phone rings at that time startled me. I groped my pants pocket and I took a tiny Hp, on the screen listed a very familiar name for me. Dika ... I immediately push my phone keypad that reads answer it.
"Hello ..." I say a conversation.
"Hello dear ..." Reply someone across.
"What's wrong?" I asked coolly.
"It's okay, I just want to hear your voice."
"Kayak who have not met aja long ago. And yesterday, I met you. "
"Yeah hell, emangnya you do not like ya I call?"
I did not answer him.

"Oh yes, tomorrow I want to race racing."
I still did not answer him. I do not know what happened to me then. As if there was something stuck in my mind when he heard that he would play the wild race again.
"Are you still there?" He asked because there was no answer from me.
"Yes. I'm still here, "I replied to reassure her.
"Why did not you respond when I told you I wanted to go wild?"
"It is okay. Are you sure you want to join the wild race? "I asked to make sure.
"Yes dear ... why?"
"I'm just afraid something happened to you."
"Oh my dear ... join the wild race, my emang hobku from the first. But, the proof I'm okay right? Anyway, tumben-tumbennya deh you like this? "
"I do not know either. But…"
"Udah, mending you doain let me not papa and I become champion. Okay."



I took a slow breath. Looks like he can not I hide for this one thing. Emang hell, that's her hobby. But does not he know if I'm really worried about him right now. I do not want anything bad happen to him. Because I love him. But what can make.

The clock on my bedroom wall has stepped towards 9:00. I got ready and rushed into the wild racecourse with my friend, Ifa. We drove to that place. While there, the place was filled with audiences who were very enthusiastic to watch the game. Me and Ifa immediately find the place as good as possible. My eyes swept in all directions of the vast space. However, I did not find anyone who was the reason I watched the game. The figure I really wanted to see at that time. But where is he? That figure I did not find.

all participants racing wild it is lined up in the area. my search individually all participants from far. vision stopped at someone who is ready standby with Motor his favorite it. Yes, it him. view we met. he waved his hands with a smile sweet adorn the his lips. somehow, I must be happy or sad to see it. my reply waft his hand and my show me smile termanisku for him. to give him energy intake of encouragement from me. although I don't so approve he joined the match accursed it, but I will still men-support him one hundred percent. see him that have been prepared on the bike, comes back worry that stifling my chest. want once I screamed. "dika ... plisss do not lakuin it ... do not participate in the game ridiculous this for me. please stop it!" but whatever power. I also don't want to break the hope. I will continue to support you. "ciye ... ciye ..." ledek IFA me. "the hell is hell fa?" I asked pretended don't understand the purpose IFA. "tuh, Prince you already prepared so champion." he said while menertawaiku. "Amen ... fa, asked prayers Yes?" "create?" "Yes create dika was, Cook for me." "you why the heck, DIT?" I indirect answered questions IFA. I also still confused with my situation right now. unlike usually feelings worry excessive like this. in fact, this is not the first time dika follow racing wild like this. but, feeling is not as usual. very strange. "Dita ..." call IFA breaking musings. "eh, why fa?" I asked spontaneous. "you tuh which is why? from earlier I ask, not answered the same you." "I just worried same dika." "you know dika right, he was always win the game like Gini. so why you worry like so? mending you now pray for him and support him. because of support from you very valuable for him at this time." "Yes. I also don't know why, but now I am very worried. feelings not good fa." I explained. "he definitely well Aja Kok. already, tuh he ngelihat here." said the IFA pointing to the direction dika are looking at me. language isyaratnya, he tried to communicate with me. I could catch that is, that he asked me for downloading the support. I menganngguk to meet the desire. soon, HP my ring. "Yes, there are what?" I asked. "anyway sullen so anyway? where smile?" sound dika make me a little quiet. "Yes. NIH already a smile." I said while showing smile to him. "thank you Yes already come. continue to support I Yes!" "Yes. I will continue to support you." "already first Yes. matches already want to start the NIH." "Yes. spirit Yes!" I say to give the spirit of the well end our conversation. in fact I don't want to end the conversation US at that time, but the game was willing to begin. he was wearing a helmet that, as did the participants others. a girl who will be a person who would start the game was established in the middle of the participants. and ready in an instant start the game. but my view screen HP my one message from dika. no waiting for a long time, I directly to read it. containing, "Hey Dear ... before I started to race this, I want to see a smile you first Dong! I love you." I was reply. "I also love you." then I send a message that while a smile to him. looks very joy he that time. girl it also provides a sign of the match already started. all participants issued its ability vengeance. along with kickoff, since it was also my heart relentless beating fast. my blood rustle very rapid. heart this could not my control detaknya. why? what happened to me? during the game starts, I unrelenting reading shalawat, and continue to pray in my heart for safety dika. racing wild at that time almost made me dead stand as a heart attack. with still exposed to worry excessive, suddenly all the audience trickle entering the area racing wild. what happened? I was not the power to not ignored. I and IFA bandwagon ran to see what actually happened. we interrupt crowd that. one by one person my sidelines to view objects make a scene everyone there. and innalillah ... "dika ..." panggilku when see someone who has been lying on the ground with blood meet the most of his body. he lay helpless with the face of a very pale. "Dita ..." he said with a very slowly. I approached him and memangkunya. he continued his words. "I already not strong again. sorry because I don't listen to you. I go ... I love you Dita ..." he said with stammered. well as being said last. before the end, he breathed final. "dika ... do not lef me!" I increasingly hysterical. I still don't trust, one very I love has now there is no. now, he left, leave me forever. hope, it is just a nightmare. that will be lost when I woke up. However, it is the fact. a fact that my first love is now left. leave me alone in the world. -

Under the starry sky with the pale moon I was here tonight. As in the past, this time still looks maiden. But as usual I want to scream for Dika's name. Late night I decided to disperse my daydreams to rest after being satisfied to see his truly fascinating creation. Subahanallah.
"My Lord, wake him a house by your side." The bitterness squeezes the heart.
Everything is a memory.

"Now I'm starting to walk, my God. Do not block me, I will keep faith in you. I will not involve anyone to remove my longing, I will enjoy this alone. God please give me a way, I'm not strong. Bara longs to burn and long burns my heart. "Calmly, I took a breath and pulled it out.

"My God, forgive me! Because it still can not accept Your destiny. And thank you for bringing me to my first love, even though in the end our story ends tragically! "I shouted. Wish the air delivered my voice.
"I'm waiting for you at the twilight. Even though you are no longer with me, but I believe that love never leaves me. Because First Love Never Die. "

The End

NB: Create a friend who has the story as above. Do not be upset, and do not blame God's destiny. Because all beings in this world will surely feel death. And believe me, that person does not really leave you, but it becomes eternal with you.