Hello Friends,

I want to tell you all my story about my relationship and unfaithfulness, I don't know if God is testing me or I am the most unlucky SOB, nonetheless, please read a smart part of my life.

I met a girl on the internet a few years ago and well fell for each other, she had a boyfriend before whom she loved and adored but I was better than him according to her. I was always the shy one and I can't express my feelings but I tried my level best to tell her how much how much I loved her and cared for her. In the beginning, she was too sweet an lovable, she cared for me and she was a faithful girl. 

After 2 years, her mood was shifting and she was angry most the of time and always yelling at me without any reason like I am some burden, she just goes all out at me sometimes and refused to apologize.

She stopped receiving my calls, finally, she received a call after a week and said she was marrying someone else and she doesn't want to talk to me anymore, I tried to talk and work things out but nothing changed her mind, 

SHE BROKE UP WITH ME :)

  I reached one of her friends and asked her about this marriage situations and she told me that she was not going   to marry anyone, she was just lying to get rid of me, well, I was destroyed.

I confronted her said that she could have just said that she had lost interest in me, lying was the ugly part.

Well, that was the end of it and I don't hold any grudge.

THE SECOND LOVE

Couple of months back, I got engaged with another girl and she is so sweet and we are in a relationship and I am my level best to make her feel special and take care of her, she is so lovable and she loves me too.

Creepy thing is, She has the same name as my EX (MARIA) and her mood is swinging and shifting that same way as my EX''s, she is so fussy and ignoring me lately without any reason and yelling at me sometimes.

My problem is I am too caring, polite and shy, I can't express my feeling and my condition.

IS THIS IS BEGINNING OF THE END? IS IT WRONG TO BE TOO POLITE AND CARING?

Maybe I should leave to save my dignity before she does or let history repeat itself.

WHAT SHOULD I DO? WHY KARMA IS BANGING ME WITHOUT ANY REASON? 

I NEED HELP.

THANKS FOR READING MY STORY, HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION.