I am not a KiNG👑

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When I'm in dark and can see nothing
You've been my light that made me see everything
When I'm in the middle of the sea and no one helps me
You're willing to sail the whole world just to find me

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When I am up and my life's on top
You're on the side smiling and cheering me up
When I am down and about to give up
You encourage me and held my chin up.

You gave your love to me without taking
But I just smile and say nothing
Yes, you've been my all time cheerleader
But I'm a jerk and been a long time player.

Yes, I only used you and take you for granted
Coz it's not you that I love and wanted
Should I send you away
Or just leave you along the way?

One day I talked to you and confessed everything
It hurts me seeing you painfully crying
I felt guilt coz you just smile and say it's okay
And say you'll not, anymore, pass my way.

All day all night I've been thinking of you
Those smiles of you that gives joy when I'm blue
Damn! I'm a fool and regretful for hurting you
I late realized that it is really you.

You really did not give me light in my darkest days
I just really sees you as a light that enlighten my way
You really are not a cheerleader that cheers me up
But a queen that I truly and genuinely love.

I am like a man whose standing on the edge of a cliff
Asking myself why I let you leave
I'm hating myself for taking you for granted
Now I'm one of those whom you hated

Those feelings for you that I shouldn't defy
If only I told you I love you and didn't deny
Now I regret one thing and realize something
That you really are a Queen but you don't deserve me 'coz I am not a King.
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Don't take your Queen for granted. Instead, give them the treat that every queen deserves as her King. 😉