A Letter That I Never Sent To You

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for letting myself fall for you. I didn't expect this feeling. I never expected any of these to happen. I mean. We're just a friends but not really close. And I was a complete stranger to your life. It started with a simple question, a question I didn't expect you to answer. But you did. And so one question was followed by another, and another, and another... It didn't take long for us to eventually have actual conversations. You are so much like me but, at the same time, you are you - unique, talented, smart, beautiful you. We've only known each other for days but I felt like I've known you far longer than that.
I never felt lost when talking with you. I shared the stars with you and the memories, and you shared to me the beauty of music. You shared to me your hurts and I did my best to take them away. In our conversations, I always tried to make you smile and I would always imagine your face when doing so. Then, we finally met. It was so weird but you were like what I expected you to be. Everything about you perfectly fits - the sound of your voice, the sound of your laugh - and I'd try to steal glances of you whenever I could. We were lost in our own little world and I never wanted us to be found. But...who am I kidding? Myself? I knew this wouldn't last...you did too. And I am so, so sorry for loving you. I am sorry to you, to me, to the us that never happened, to the us that will never become. I am sorry for being such a damn coward. I am sorry.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 (c)pandasauure