Wasted

Do you know that I love you?
If not how can I tell you?
Would it be really weird,
To grab your face in my hands,
And stare into your eyes?
Tell you how I feel.

Have I made it obvious enough,
Through all the hours we've spent together,
That you're the one I've been dreaming of,
The one I need to spend my time with?

How do I let you know this?
Can I just say it aloud?
"I LOVE YOU" is it really so easy,
Or would it tear us apart?

Are you ready for me to feel this way?
Could you see it in my eyes?
The moment I realized that I was in trouble,
Because you were staring into my soul at that moment, when I realized I was a goner.

I LOVE YOU. I just don't know how to tell you for now because I know that you don't feel the same, maybe you won't?
Maybe you just need more time?

You're the only person I want to talk to.
I was with you in a room with a thousand other people and I only saw you there.
They did not matter to me, they didn't exist to me.

This feels different than anything I have ever felt before, scary, new, exciting.
I know what I want now, more than ever before.
I only want to be with you, and if you don't feel the same then I will settle for being your best friend if you will let me.
I'll be there for you if ever you should need me.
But how do I tell you?
How do I say it out loud?
That I'm afraid, that you're electrifying.
That somehow you've gotten me to fall for you. When I know that it's stupid.

Why did I let myself get stuck here?
Again.