Inexpressible love

here with me is this damsel that first crushed on me I never even believed for once that I would in one day fall for because I felt I wasn't interested but the reverse is now the case as am now in the ocean if love

how it all started
Well down to the pages of memory I think I could vividly recall how it all started as she came in in our workplace and saw me though my interest was never on her but she started it all the way
She was introduced in workplace in her first day of reporting to work as an industrial training student that just came to observing some working experience in her field/discipline.
She is currently studying business administration in *our saviour institute of agriculture, science and technology in Enugu state of Nigeria a school founded by very reverend professor Emmanuel Matthew Paul Edeh CSsp OFR

I was just normally a playerful boy and that's just my nature but I never noticed I was been crushed on until the closure from work on that fateful day when she pleaded I wait for her as I was about going home with the other of my male friends so I had to just wait for her and so I did.

THE JOURNEY OF INFATUATIONS AND EMOTIONS
The subsequent day, she came to work and 🚺 looked for me because I was some minutes late to work that day. But when I came she approached me and we two exchanged our pleasantries and started the work for the day

it seems she is ready for work already

I'm moralised a lot and so I at the apex some good standardized principles and as a result I do avoid many of her demands from me. She comes around me, she always wants me to carry her, hug her, kiss or peck her etc but I never agreed to any of these her quest because I knew she was a kinda person that is easy going with friends and so would one day begin to associate with another fellow. Things kept on going this way until she starting reducing her frequent urge to stay around me or even come close to me.
So surprisingly, that was when I began to feel for her I knew she needed this friendship more than I do but at this point I was falling already so I began to jealous her anything I see her around any male fellow in the office. It became so intense that she began playing around and especially when she knows am sad. Since then I started bring my own very self close to make things right again and it started all over.
Believe me friends that since we started mingling this girl has upsetted me on a several occasions to the extend that I thought of not getting close to her but the fact still remains that I love her still.
I don't know how girls feel about guys but I think she is expecting me to put my words into her heart so she can believe am for real. But looking at how sociable and jovial she is, I don't want to buy another trouble for myself by asking her out. So I choose to remain dormant and that has started making her to take me for granted. She even finds it very difficult to pick my phone calls and freely hangs it up anytime she feel like. She even went extra mile deleting the pictures we took together from my phone because I used one of them as my wallpaper. I am just so sick and tired.

Pls friends what're your advises for me because I think I want to still continue with this beautiful damsel.