I feel your story..

Believe that every individual is responsible for their individual happiness and state of mind. This is fact.
That being said,
When Love is a though, there is much room for war...
When Love is a feeling, then comes the magic and healing of Love...

The fire in you burns strong, stay real brother :)
All will fall in place and all the very best. Look forward to more.

Find your tribe and vibe :D

Cheers