I'm like parasite

Two months I had a relationship with Alvin. Yes, Alvin his name, his height is approximately 150 cm and weighs up to 49 kg. Alvin with his little nose and eyes that look sad, black skin that looks sweet when viewed. He's a nice person, friendly, disconnected when spoken to, with him makes me feel comfortable. He went to private high school 3rd year, and I was in high school, I went to a public school.

The night was very crowded, we walked to the town square. Tell stories and share about our lives.
"You're dating the longest how many months vin?" I asked in the middle of lonely sidelines was in our midst.
"Emhh ... 7 years" short while Alvin bows his head.
I was silent with a feeling of confusion in my heart to ask why separated when it has been that long and I was wondering if I was only moment for Alvin.
"What about you?" Alvin asked me back.
"Only 3 months"
"Short time"
"Yes, I'm always hurt, for whatever reason. And I always try to be the best ".
"Oh, yes? Same! I'm always hurt ". Alvin's voice was soft and seemed sad.
"How could your old dating be always disakitin. Where can Vin. Surely your ex boyfriend is a good man huh? Surely he is also close to your family right? ". Ask me to know when I feel pain.
Alvin walks to where we park the motor.
"Why are you quiet? Why?". Ask me curious.
"Although we were in contact long enough but I was not happy and I was always hurt by his attitude". Alvin's voice sounded sad and full of regret.
"Sorry Vin I did not mean to remind you of your past".
Alvin smiled and we went home.

The days are always passed by both of us. sigh and happy we are always together. every day we met not in the morning, because each of us went to school. That night we were together again.
tett ... tett .. tett phone sound Alvin sign incoming message. Alvin also read it and the face of disappointment so that made me curious about what the message content and from whom.
"SMS from whom vin?" I asked curiously.
He just silent and put the phone beside me. I then opened and read the message that contains "You where vin? I miss you, I want to meet, I love you vin ".
My heart was destroyed reading the message from former Alvin I just paused and cried.
"He is just my past". Alvin looked at me
I'm still silent without a sound.
"Believe me I love you so much, he is just my past and you are my future". Alvin's voice convinces me and he wipes the tears running down my cheeks.
"I trust you, I love you too Vin" I hugged Alvin as he feared losing himself.

Our relationship runs 7 months. Everything was wonderful when we were always together. But not when we've rarely met. Alvin's attitude changed, our communication was rare. But I tried to be tough with Alvin's attitude. I trusted Alvin. Though it hurts, but I try to be strong even though it makes me shatter without attention from him again, I'm sure our time is just like before.

One night I called Alvin "where are you honey? I miss I want to meet Vin tonight too ".
There was a loud noise from Alvin's place and even a woman's voice was heard.
"I am a reunion again".
With a tone of annoyance I also said "next time aja deh".
tutt ... tutt ... tutt.
The sound broke off. I go home And immediately Sleep.

The morning when I woke up there was the sound of my phone seen missed calls and there was one message. I immediately read it. "Hay, you're his girlfriend Alvin huh? he was having an affair with me. ha ha".
My heart hurt. after I find out who sent that message I started calling Alvin. Alvin's voice was clear and sounded very happy.
"Hello what is it?" Alvi asked foolishly
"Where were you last night Vin? You have a new boyfriend huh? do not so dong Vin I'm a woman not to be hurt. You evil Vin ". My cries inside the phone.
"I told you I'm a dear dear". Reason Alvin
"Do not pretend anymore, are you where I want to talk Vin?"
"I am at home. Do not believe people talking. "
tutt .. tutt .. tutt .. Alvin broke his handphones.
I kept trying to contact Alvin until he answered my phone.
"Vin do not shut down I just want to talk for a while. We udah ya Vin I'm tired I'm tired of all this I'm tired of your way ". I dared to say that when in fact I was afraid to lose it.
"OK if it wants you".
tutt ... tutt ... tutt handphone decided Alvin.
I'm just crying and sad it all ends up like this.

I finally found out who the woman who sent the message to me. It turns out that Dina spun Alvin's 7-year-old boyfriend. We parted right on January 31, exactly 7 months we made a relationship. I realized that I was just a parasite in the lives of both of them who had known and would never separate.