After i finally accepted your goodbye

I told you how much i loved you and how much you loving me meant to me
I told you if i locked at my whole life, you were one of the best things that happened to me
I asked you to forgive me for all of the hurtful i have done
for all of the hurtful words i said
So you said
Okay
And i said
This is exactly why we are here
I deal with my feelings by expressing them, and you deal with your by avoiding them
we both went silent
You: because you knew i was saying the truth
And me: because i knew that there was nothing left to say