I hate my life

Oh man!!!What's a fucking life. I am just trying to do something big in my life but fate kicked me everytime. I was trying many times but not get success. I just lost my much money in crypto trading and now i am hopeless. Maybe some little hope alive. It's very critical time in my life. Now i don't know what to do? My family don't support me in my any decision. I want to tell them what i am but fate is not with me at this time. Now i am just looking for god with some hope that he will help me like before and i will generate profit in crypto trading with my last worth. Maybe god will kind of me.