Heyyy! I have finally finished writing! Here it is: https://steemit.com/lifesfacade/@monoxid/i-don-t-know-anything-anymore-but-i-will-pretend-that-i-do-paradise-or-death-game-round-4-entry

I have this feeling that I could have done better, but at this point, my character is just confused beyond the point of being able to genuinely care about his own fate :D