Identity
Who are you?
If you have been following me and watching what I post (besides from my bad humor and all my pictures) you may have notice I struggle so much with who I am.. I feel like I dont belong anywhere, after years with bad descisions and bad relationships I have come to the conclution that I have lost myself.
I often feel alone, and step back or ruin relationships on purpose so I dont have to deal with them, because of my past...
Some people say that we dont find our self before we are 25-30yo that kind thinking of help ofc. Since I’m just 26 now.
But the feeling that I dont fit in, that I am always in the way is SO STRONG and I’ve been feeling this way all my life. The weird thing about this is even though Im alone and all by myself in this world I feel so STRONG.
Powerful in a way..
Normaly I would look at all of these feelings like a weakness and I do sometimes when I get lonly but the force is always SO strong.. Like my heart says fuck you guys that make me feel like shit my purpose here is bigger than you..
