My life has no sense anymore.

Chained in my golden cage, fed with tools that can make a normal person laugh.
I tried to explain you why I had problems in my family that won't allow me to travel.

I tried in any way to unlock the chance of the travel, to come and see you, but the chances relies on a single person and you know that. You heard him, I even told you what he thinks about me traveling.

You could come here once since you can travel,but no, I have to show to pass to you but you didn't clearly saw my problem.
Thank you for not answering anymore to my messages, that means alot to me.

Having the balls to say something like you asked me to, to shout to him that I want to see you, and I want to make the passport, but even if I take my money and he throws me away from the house, all those money wont let me help to survive 2 weeks(or enough time to receive the passport) so, I called for real help many times, many many times. But If you think I'm wasting time and space I will leave my space to somebody else who really needs the air I'm breathing.