It is hard to find the power to do anything these days:/ !!!!!!!!

Idk if only me loosing my self or this life becomes so hard to carry on , life was easier !!! A family ,farm and everything you will need or want in the balms of your hands ... Happiness and simplicity ... In this modern world , I find myself repeating the same day over over ... Our goals are artificial and fake . Most of us don't know what we are doing ... Craving for love and attention so we can feel a little bit good about ourselves and get the feeling of purpose ... Maybe I m wrong idk about it but I m sure that a lot of people feeling the same .