Don't give up! Remember all the blessings you have and let it carry you through the rough time. It won't be easy but like ds100 and meanmommy33 said, you are in the right direction just keep looking and applying for work. At first you might need to work at a crappy job but it will provide you income. Next just keep looking for cheaper housing, it might just be temporary till you find a better place to live. I have adapted this concept of do now and better later as long as you are willing to work for it. My love and best of luck to you.