How life can change in just a couple of seconds.
Friday was a big day in my life and it's going to change everything for me. Life can change in the blink of an eye, and I blinked way to quick. One minute I was at home on my computer all happy and safe and the next I was in the front of my house with all my stuff on the side of the road thinking of what to do next. Moments like these changes a person, it either makes you stronger or you let it get to you and you just fall into a depression. With my job not going my way, school starting again soon and so much on my plate and for me to be thrown out of my house, I felt like it was so much to handle and I almost broke down. This taught me to never let anything get to you and to be strong.
You're probably wondering what happened, I was kicked out of my home. One simple fight can change your life and when you have had enough, it's time to change. Living with my father has been very hard ever since my mother left. My mom was not happy and I never understood the reason why until Friday. You can love someone to death, but sometimes you cannot live with them. Me and my father got into a huge fight where it escalated to a point where it shouldn't of have. A couple of words can mean a lot to somebody and it can change them. Most people will see this as a horrible point of there life, but I see it as a blessing of disguise. I've been so stressed out and I never understood the reason why until today. It was my living situation and it sucks thinking that nothing is ever good enough and all you want to do is just move on and make your family happy.
The past is the past, people make mistakes, but when someone holds your past over your head and makes you feel like you don't belong there, its very unhealthy. In a matter of two days leaving my house, I found a beautiful apartment that I can afford and still work and go to school, Have multiple job interviews within the next two weeks and my relationship with my girlfriend has never been healthier. When life throws you down, and everything seems to be going wrong, look at the good from what is happening and see what you can make out of it. It's been two days and already I have accomplished more than what I accomplished since the beginning of the year. Just one change can change your life for the better no matter how bad it looks.
I'm truly happy that I can go home to something that I own, stress free and feel welcomed. No more getting judged, or getting complained at 24/7, no one in my business and telling the whole world about me. No one making me look bad. I am blessed for this and for the first time in a while I was able to sleep peacefully. This is going to take a while getting used to, new neighborhood, new bed, new walls, new everything. Change is good, you need to be able to leave your comfort zone and expand, this is how you grow as a person and this teaches you how to live life. You only live once (YOLO), you shouldn't settle for the same thing over and over again. Talk to the girl at your job that you find beautiful, go travel, get out of bed and just drive somewhere, do something that you thought you would never do and just do it. I'm only 21 and I am so happy that I can now start living out of my comfort zone because just by doing it once, my life has made a complete 360 for the better and I couldn't be happier.