THOUGHTS ON DEATH

I was an autistic kid(not literally) after i saw once a man died in front of me I was asking my parents why the fuck we live if we are gonna die(not like that u know i was a kid) no one told me what i wanted.
I grew and realized there is no such thing as death this world is randomly generated everything is done by RNG .Main thing is that we are not only humans but we are consciousness. So we are all one but gaining different experience in lifetime and memories make us what we are.But all in all we experience life and there is no such thing as death we just starting over and over again to make PERSON cause we are CONSCIOUSNESS itself .

I m not scientist or anything and i did not copy anything I wrote my thoughts.Maybe I'm right maybe not