That's so sad to hear man, I remember my grand mother passed away couple of years ago and it was so hard for the whole family. Especially me, as I was super close to her. I can imagine how hard it must be for you. I would like to help you for the cremation. After the payout let me also know on discord. You can DM me. I would contribute with how much ever I can at that time. Please stay strong, and remember this time will also pass and things would be better soon.