life for e so far.

i'm not in a good place at the moment as i have people starting to open there mouth and try to cause trouble or me with my friends and its not that i would not hit them its that i can't as its a woman who is opening her mouth and i was raised by my mum and the things i went through with my dad it changed the way i look at life, all i can is mouth back at her but i shout and it loud when i do, all i want to do is move away and get a new house (and no this house is on a mortgage) so i can't just move as i have to think about my mum too she looked after me so its my turn to look after her. life can be cruel sometimes when you know you can sort thing out one way but its not the way to do it this way i need to sit back and let things unfold and then this person will drop them self in the deep end and i will be there to hand this person the rope and laugh my ass off and her as i think it will not be long before it happens, well i'm going to get off for now as i have things to do myself and i'm hoping to start steaming again on twitch under max752015 so if you like to come and see what i do and play come for a chat you are welcome to.