Stuck in Life? What to do!?

Well i guess this is something lots of people encounter..

For sure for me.
It is already for 3 years that i am looking for a job or a thing too do with meaning. Specially the thing "meaning" is the big problem here for me. What is it that makes a job meaningful?

Well i guess we first have to take a look at what we want to accomplish in life and what we want to learn. So i thought about that point a lot, but still, the more i get to know about life, the more questions came. Questions like, why do i have to work for money to support all the things we have created as humans? Or Why are we so divided by races and classes, we are all the same, Just people...

1 thing i really know is that i like to create, adventure and i love nature in all its forms(flora and fauna). If we take a look at those 3 things its really just the basics of life, possibly this is what most of the people drive is, if they know it or not. So how do we make this as a job in life.

A job with meaning and purpose for the world and all the things in it. There are some jobs i can think about but those are not very common, forester, explorer, animal doctor and stuff like that. The more inconvenient jobs i really love to learn about are shamanic healer, tao master or even a druid.

This i didn't i know when i had to pick a school, so i picked graphics school. Was nice but no real knowledge there! Off course its not that there is a school (not that i know off) for shamanic healer, tao master or a druid. I did meet some people in my life that really put some thought in my brain.

I meet someone that was able to read aura's and see dead people (spirits or souls, she said). She could also see my problems and energy blokkades. At start i didn't realized what she was, but now all i want is to learn from her! But i fucked it up, we had a relationship (but at that time, and all the new stuff) impossible.

So is there a job suited for me, or is there someone how would be able to teach me?

Well thank you all for reading,
Please repost and comment if you like it or if you are in the same boat :)

Slossie