My inner child

Tomorrow is the beginning of a new semester at my university

Is rare.

It's not like when I was little ... The thrill of trying on the uniform three days before, or buying the notebooks and everything in the bag had that smell again

No, it is not like before

Everything becomes more routine, more boring, without magic.

Tomorrow there is a small new beginning, a new routine that I will have to accept during the next six months, new classes and probably new people mixed with the usual ones, great things, but I do not feel the same as before

I'm trying to add magic, voluntarily, because the fact that magic does not see it everywhere does not mean it's not there, I want to be more childish in that.

I want to get excited by small details, or by the big ones, I do not want that girl that lives in me to die because I honestly love her too much and I feel that this girl is who I really am

For what I want to daydream more

I want to be excited to go to the gym or an afternoon with friends, I want all that gray that surrounds the routine to disappear and make every day count

I highly recommend doing it.
Because this little reunion with my inner child exists to start classes again but it can happen by finding a new app to download, buy new clothes or read for a while

Because I decided that my inner child is who I want to be when I grow up.