To Be Or Not To Be ? My Dilemma

Top of the morning My fellow Steemians!! it's kinda early in my neck of the woods,But Iam Up and kicking since My Darling friend mr sleep has somehow decided to evade my body for a second night in a row now.So I sit here with my smartphone in hand and a few lingering thoughts that have been marinating in my brain for the past few weeks. Now I recently started a new job 3 months ago in a very interesting sector of the financial world, everything is going great so far I have got great feedback from supervisors regarding my performance, My co-workers are somewhat tolerable, and the position itself isn't particularly dreadful.Now you maybe saying to yourselves,then what the hell are you complaining about Sherlock? Sounds like you got it made.Well Yes, and no,and this is where my particular dilemma kicks in.So let me paint the picture a bit,Iam the type of person who prefers to work from home, Without the confines and distractions of a traditional office environment.I have worked from home in the past,so I'm no stranger to that particular realm,and have also attempted multiple home-based businesses which for the most part took a zero turn.Now most of these failed attempts have left me a bit dispondent,but somehow deep down inside I still have a Great desire to venture futher in that arena, See my main reason for wanting this other than financial gain, is the possibility of time freedom, which will allow me to travel to different places and explore different cultures, I mean we only live once right ? So why not make the most of that time until it expires. Thanks for listening to my rant and wish me luck in journey !!