RE: Do you ever wonder?
I have tried working on this marriage and as much as I dont want it to end I am tired of going in am endless circle. He has changed a lot and somethings I will never understand but we now believe in different things and have different things we like to do. He doesnt like the fun things I want to do and he has changed traditions we have carried out for the last couple of years. I try to understand but why should I be the only one to compromise? I dont feel like he tries to spend time with me and I dont feel like my feelings ever matter. He is disconnected and because of that my feelings are never understood. I want our family but if I am always doing things like holidays and special things with them alone then I just feel like he is not part of this family.
I feel for you. Your story reminds me of this movie called, War Room (2015). In the movie he was going his own way and she just wasn't sure how to handle it. Please do what ever you can and get this movie. I have watched it several times. I think you will get your answers. On Amazon it has 5 stars out of 5 stars by 6,749 votes. She started to change and that forced him to change also. Before you do anything watch that movie.
I love that movie! I have watched it several times and bought it after the third time of renting it. It is a good movie and maybe I should take that route to my marriage. Its just hard when I feel so hurt and alone but I will definitely try it more. Thank you :)
I am so glad to hear you say that. I will pray for you and your family. I will leave you with this scripture, For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee. Isaiah 41:13