Waiter! Waiter! What's the meaning of life?

I'm extremely lost in my entire life to the point of no return, and i'm slowly sinking into forfeiting to end this misery. I can't stand everyday getting up of my bed just to seek my purpose in every corners of my past and present. My will to live is buried under the graveyard of my constant regrets and my soul remains slave of the endless series of nostalgic depression.

What if I have no purpose in life? What if I exist only to become an ordinary person after all? I always question my existence. I feel like I'm continuously wasting my life all over and over again, and I honestly can't do anything about it.

It's hard to explain everything, maybe life is absolutely meaningless as long as we live. All I'm sure of is that I'll try to live as far as i could.

Live a life you will remember.